Merry Christmas, everyone. For those of you that are holding your children and those of you that aren't, I am thinking about you.
This Christmas has been difficult for us. More difficult than I had anticipated. Riley's birthday is Friday and I feel empty inside. Thrilled, of course, that we have this time to spend with Lily but I feel like my home should be full and it's not. I should have so much, but I don't.
We are managing through things, but it's hard. I cried some today and Derick cried some yesterday.
Christmas should be such a happy time...not a time spent reflecting on how everything didn't go the way you thought.
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